Thanksgiving is the result of genuine humility. I am more thankful to God and His unlimited grace toward me today, at this time in my life, than I ever have been. I have been through some difficult times in the past 6 years and some decisions I made changed my life forever. Only the Lord Jesus Christ could make my life meaningful after that chaos.
When God brought me to that place of total dependence on Him and I recognized it, finally, I turned a corner and got on the correct path in my spiritual life.
Despite the heart wrenching struggle, as soon as I acknowledged my part in it all, confessed my sin in the situation, He was faithful and just to forgive me of my sins and I was able to return to Him, He never left me.
I lost so much that is meaningful, however, I gained the spiritual life I never imagined I could ever have. I am thankful for His love and grace, there is no doubt that it endures forever.